dear diary (well that sounds kinda corny to me,for some reason).
hmmm...so not a clue on wat to say (just bored).. ahem ok so hey hello! im a real nooob at this,but its better to try new things and get out of ur comfort zone.(thats wat someone close to me told me) not one to be out going here.
so since this is my journal its ok to say anything i want...
as i wuz saying, ther r times when i see others i feel great and horrible at the same time looking at ther deviations or their works of art (yes,i usualy get mixed up emotions seeing ur art).my reason: so many ppl compliment on it, so many or at least a decent nunber of them (for those recent uploads) say something like,"zomg this is sooo cool!"
not saying im jelous of them....well,yes, i cant help it im just human.
saying this doesnt mean, being noticed or popular, is so important to me...what im saying is that it would feel great that way,you know. example: lets just say i wuz someone who wuas popular here in deviantART...ok so if i think about it being a newb before might be u know,kinda impossible for others to believe(it's true i a newb might not believe,that the many popular and awsomely gud artist or wateveru call them here.where all newbs before! BUT! im alos like uploading my art here no matter wat ppl say b-cuz i feel gud about it.i was tought not to always put wat others think about u first...so i know that i have to be confident in my art.....IN SHORT: all the complaining i did was nonsense and was truly just for boredom..welll.....i had fun typings this whole thing anyways (hehehe i like typing
whoever u r...when u reach this part, i'd like to thnak u for listening to my complaining (jwk) (no rilly)
say watever u want when ur done reading this....
i'd like to see wat u think :3